Unspoken words and unfallen tears are said to be understood only by those who understand you or love you. Then I am the world's unluckiest person. The only three people who understood them have moved on in life. If one left behind the activa her dad was driving other left in the train at exactly 18.30 on september 11th. After three days without her i feel the cocoon that was around me broken. Nothing seems in its place. Everything seems out of order.
Who thought two best friends for life would have to leave each other. Three different girls, three different lives, one story. That's us. We met over on Harry Potter and meaningless dreams, to find a meaning out from life. The other two have found, but its still me who has to chase her dreams. Chasing dreams just doesn't seem enough especially when the dreams are shattered multiple times. Paulo Cohelo has rightly said, "Follow your dreams, or they might never come up again." The same has happened in my case. Too coward, too fragile to carry out and take my dreams forward, I'm left here with my outside protective cocoon breaking.
One who understood me without speaking, one who understood the pain that i was going through even through that smile i always portrayed, both of them are far-far-far away. Mails and phone calls and many statues don't seem enough to get over the bonding we had for four years. It takes more than time for such friendship to end. Distances and misunderstandings never break friendship. If friendship means parting apart from each other, then I'm done with it. Going away from your best of best friends, is almost like breaking up with the person you love, maybe even more than that. The pain of not having your friends beside you when you need them is nothing compared to any pain in the world. This might be understood only by those who are missing their BFF's, because I'm missing them as much as they are missing me. Internal pain inside that heart, the feeling that the whole world is contracting is like hell.
So I dedicate this post to all those who have their friends away from them and are experiencing something similar like I am doing now. People come and leave from life, but best friends also do. How nice it would be if all best friends could be wherever they wanted be together??? Or how nice it would be if all best friends could do whatever they wanted together??? These how's will keep continuing... Dedicated to all bff's...
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