A single day hasn't passed since I haven't thought about both my best friends. Busy with their hectic schedules and careers, new friends and new people, carrying on with life and moving with it is what they have learnt in these few weeks, but I am yet to get accustomed to it. Forgetting about your best friends isn't the easiest task. When I felt lonely inside the heart, giving them a text message was more than enough to tell them how much crippling it was inside the heart. The next day we meet at Mc Donalds. Have a lengthy short chat and go back homes and have a short long chat over the phone. I miss these things. Now even if I feel crippling lonely, I can't do anything about it.
Sitting at the bus stop watching the crowd move with their friends, partners; makes you long for your friends now not here. Walking in the piercing raindrops, with no one to even stop you from getting wet because of your sinusitis problem, gives you a real pain in the heart. No one to take care of, no one to ask if you have eaten, no one to question you why the tears even if there is a smile on my face. Miss those small things in life that were so important once upon a time.
People call me childish, when i see those pani puri stalls and jump up. How would they know that three best friends often searched a stall for hours so that they could spend a few extra minutes together? People call me foolish, when i mail my friends everyday or wait for their mails. How would they know that even they are doing exactly the same thing? People call me kid, when my face brighten ups at those small things. How would they know what it means in one's life? The ow's and ouch's the heart makes when u can't relive them, can't be heard till far off places, except those two, who are there, miles and miles away. These minute sounds are difficult to hear. They aren't explicitly made noise's. They come from the heart and can't be even heard by anyone except the person who knows you well.
The smile might be deceiving, but the person who understands that there is really no smile there then you are the luckiest person, because there are very few persons who understand those "ow's and ouch's". Save them in your life. If not today you will require them tomorrow, when you need a shoulder to cry, when you need someone to support you while curing that person who hurt you, to fight with when you are bored, to gossip with when you just need to talk, to text message with when you feel lonely. These small things matter a lot in life. Save them up n save your heart from ow's and ouch's.
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