Bubye...Cya...Tc...

Classmates(06-401 to 459 and 07-401 to 405)

Three words that are enough in a conversation to tell a person the end of a conversation...But these three words do not seem enough to end my college life...I started my engineering life at possibly the most boring colleges in the world... Joginpally B.R. Engineering College, Moinabad (i don't remember the pin code)... August 30th i entered into the college with high dreams and on May 14th i'll be leaving the college, with what you might not call as high dreams. Oh yes! I do dream of becoming successful and independent. But college has taught me one thing, you remain soft hearted people will get you cornered.

I am not blaming on the people with whom i shared four precious years. I blame it on myself, for not being like what they are. But, I am what i am. I have been asked to change my attitude, my behavior, if i change would i remain myself? I am glad people asked me to change so that i can become a better person, but what if it changes what I am...Will they accept the new me? A question that has left me pondering. I encountered many people during these four years. Some of them hard to forget, because of the pain they caused to me and some because of the happiness they give me. But still i remain friends with every single person...though some might not find a place in my friend's list and my slam book...

Each person has taught me something or the other about what i should do with my life and what i should expect from it and what not. I thank all of them for supporting me for being with me. Thank you for criticizing me or I would have never learnt a lesson in life. I dedicate this post to all those people i met in my engineering life. I can't mention each person's name. But the person reading this surely knows that it is him or her mentioned here. I want to personally thank everyone of your from roll no. 401 to roll no. 459 and also the LE's who have entered a year later but still are a part of my engineering life. I never had any gang as such in my engineering and was never a part of any of class gang's. Its sad that they never involved me in their gangs and it is happy that they still call me their friend. I never wanted to be a part of any gang but i always wished.

My friends outside had their own gangs. My classmates had their own gangs. Its just me that has no gang. I have always been the odd one out and I am still being one. It hurts to say that i have no gang, but also happy that they are all my friends. But, I still wonder how it would be to have a gang, planning gang meets, lunching out together, having a gossip session. All these ended up in my stories and in my dreams but never in real life. I am glad i do not have any gang but still am i still the odd person out???

I end this post on a positive note. I just can't use those three words and bid farewell to my dearest dear classmates. I remember every single detail of me joining the college and now i would be leaving it, with hopes and dreams and loads of friends, but no gangs!

Love,
Mahathi