I don't know what's wrong with me
I have never felt this way before
Very lonely and glum
I laugh at jokes cracked
but it seems shallow
and sounds new to me
I smile at my friends
but it seems empty
it never reaches my eyes
I'm not sad enough to cry
there are no tears
but still i'm not happy
it's empty down there
from the bowels of my heart
it's so shallow and hollow
tears don't come
nor does a genuine smile
dreams do not come
nor does sleep
i stare at the fan
with hope to dream and sleep
no shoulder to cry on
no hand to hold
no one to hug me
when i want them for me
I don't know what's wrong with me
i have never felt this way before
very lonely and glum
