SOMETHING MORE THAN LOVE

I take a deep breath and stare outside of my balcony; it's dark outside, very dark. I sigh loudly as my mom gives me a stare and continues doing her work and my little heart smiles at my mom and continues to think about what it shouldn't. Being in love might be wonderful, but being far away from the person you love is dreadful. Ask me about a long distance relationship; i'm talking about intra-continent; two different continents, different time zones, different latitude, different longitude, different currencies and everything else is different. Except our love for each other, i guess. I wish i could do something about the distance.

It's something more than love that pulls me towards him. His magic so deep that enchants me into a coma of him that i can never come out of. He mesmerizes me with his talk, with his charms. His words baffles me. I love him so much that love seems like a very small word. The world is small and my love for him is bigger. There is something in him, what is that something i cannot tell because it's very tough because i myself don't know what it is. I love him deeply so deep that there's no ocean so deeper. I love him madly that there's no other person so madder. I love him irrevocably that there's nothing that can reverse my love for him. Expectation is a bad thing, but it does great wonders when your expectations come true. 

It's right that i keep expecting from him, why is it wrong to expect from the person i love? Is it wrong if i expect the person i love to love me back? Is it wrong if i expect the person i care for to care for me too? I guess not! The greatest thing about love is before you realize you are head over heels for that person and that person makes u feel the same way. The worst thing is to miss him. I miss him so badly that no chocolate in the world can reduce it. No one else's hug can take away the pain from my heart. His words too do not offer me solace anymore. The only relief i could get his hug, a bear tight hug. Love is a word that's something too little for what i feel for him - it's Something More than Love!!!